another smoke, eh?

Man i have been in Canada for too long!! Getting older makes you think that you cant really enjoy anything... have to work, save money, save for the wedding, plan this, do that. Never ending.

My 20 year old "brother-in-law" got me high tonight. O what it means to be young again...

I always realize how old i am once im stoned and it then reminds me that life is about living it...

I am lucky to have Hailey, fuck, she is my life. But still i need drama. I miss the life back home and how much fun it was. Why did i get sooo old. FUCK. Smoking a bong with the new-brother-to-be fuct me up and i love it!!

I realize that yes, it is a new time, but it doesnt mean i have to be pussy wipped... Have it.

I can still party, enjoy the times and plan life for the future. I think Hailey understands that now. I will love you and you alone for life, but let me live mine...